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14 weeks…it’s getting real.

14 weeks…it’s getting real.

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The first time I felt this baby move was somewhere around 14 weeks. It started with little popping sensations in my belly, or little flutters of something moving. It was hard to tell if it was real though. I was pretty sure I was feeling the baby but it was still so early it was hard to be certain. Sometimes I wondered if I was just wishing so hard for movement that I was imagining it was happening. Then one…

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Pregnant. Again.

Pregnant. Again.

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I wasn’t sure how it would feel to be pregnant again. I imagined it would be scary and strange, but I also felt like I would have some motherly instinct that would just reassure me that everything was ok. I figured I had that bad feeling my entire pregnancy with Ava, so surely if things were going well in a future pregnancy I could expect to just know it was all ok. It didn’t exactly happen that way.